Freitag, 30. September 2011

Domino!

Also jetzt mal ganz ganz im ernst, wie viel Glück hab ich denn mit diesem Mädchen?! Das kann man garnicht in Worte fassen was für ein Glück ich hab, dass ich sie meine Freundin nennen darf. :))
Früher fragte ich mich immer wie es ist richtig glücklich zu sein...jetzt weiß ich es.
Ich lass sie nie mehr gehen. Heute war sooo schön und so wundervoll. So ist es immer mit ihr. Jedes Mal zaubert sie mir ein Lächeln ins Gesicht.  Ahhh, ich bin echt sooo dermaßen verliebt. Ich liebe sie, verdammt. So sehr! Schade, dass die Zeit sich so beeilt. Diese Momente mit ihr sind das Schönste am Tag, dass absolute Highlight. Ich kanns eigentlich garnicht in Worte fassen, was ich für sie empfinde. Ich liebe dich ;***

Mittwoch, 28. September 2011

Keiner nimmt mir mein Mikrofon!

Dienstag, 27. September 2011

Ich bin doch schon ganz schön verliebt. (:

Montag, 26. September 2011

Schalt das Radio ein.

Ich will nicht weg, ich will nicht weg, ich will nicht weg. Ich will nen Weg                  ...finden um hier zu bleiben!
Jeden Tag wollen die Beiden was anderes und jeden Tag gibt's Stress wegen den selben Dingen. Keine Ahnung wo ich in nem Jahr bin, vllt hier, vllt dort, vllt woanders. Scheiße! Dabei läuft doch gerade vieles in meinem Leben so gut, ich lass mir das nicht wieder kaputt machen. Nein! Ach verdammt! Alles schlecht gerade. Ich hab hier doch alles, wirklich alles was ich brauch. ...und das möchte ich einfach nicht hintermir lassen müssen.
Klar, wäre es dort auch spannend, aber ich geb mich mit dem zufrieden was ich hier hab und will nicht von vorne anfangen. Dann muss ich sowieso die 11te wiederholen wegen Sekundarstufe 2 und das wär ja noch behinderter. Wieso verstehen die das denn nicht?!
hmmm...

Man ey, jeden Tag wollen die Beiden was anderes -.- wie es mir dabei geht ist denen doch völlig egal

Sonntag, 25. September 2011

Nelezeit, lieblingzeit! (:
Ich bleibe auch in Zeiten der Krise, Abteilungleiter der Liebe.

Super Abend ((:

Freitag, 23. September 2011

I'll never let you down boy
I'll never let you go
Your subtle hints of life
Is so innocent and scary
So telling that you're here boy
She says as if she knows
When god took her with time
God made me quite alone

It's like the universe has left me
Without a place to go
Without a hint of light
To watch the movement glow
When our song is slowly starting
The memory felt so real
At first against my will
But God invented chills

Yeah I, I saw your ghost tonight
The moment felt so real
If your eyes stay right on mine
My wounds would start to heal

The kids are in a hurry
And I'm just full of fear
The lights make bodies blurry
It's getting hard enough to hear
It's like the evidence is cared for
And evidently clear
If I never leave this dance floor
Then I'll never leave you here

Yeah I, I saw your ghost tonight
The moment felt so real
If your eyes stay right on mine
My wounds would start to heal

I felt your ghost tonight
And God it felt like hell
To know your almost mine
But dreams are all I feel

Yeah I, I saw your ghost tonight
It fucking hurt like hell
I felt you here tonight
But dreams can't all be real

I saw your ghost tonight
It fucking hurt like hell
I felt you here tonight
But dreams can't all be real 
 
I'm like a cat in a cage, locked up and battered and bruised
I am the prodigal son, a shameful prodigy too
I am the love of your life, battering ram and confused
I turn each day into night, I stand there waiting for you
There is desire to fight, but I have nothing to prove
With the crowd and some lights, I start to feel things move
Do you have something to hide? 'Cause I think that we all do
I am a child inside, back up and give me some room
I'm just a bastard child, don't let it go to your head
I'm just a waste of your time, maybe I'm better off dead
They turn us loose in the night, I'm fucking Jekyll and Hyde
We'll have the time of our lives although we're dying inside
So let me go, go
So let me go, go
Just let me go, go
I'd rather go it alone
So let me go, go
So let me go, go
Just let me go, go
I'm never coming home
Don't start to panic for me, 'cause I have nothing to lose
I am as bright as the sun, I burn up all that I choose
Up on the side of the field I see a city with lights
I touch her face when I kneel, she tells me she's not alive
I am too nervous to run, the kids who scatter and hide
Still reach and grab for someone, but end up buried alive
Her world is waiting for me, a world that I rarely used
I start to feel my feet, they kick down walls as they move
I'm just a bastard child, don't let it go to your head
I'm just a waste of your time, maybe I'm better off dead
They turn us loose in the night, I'm fucking Jekyll and Hyde
We'll have the time of our lives although we're dying inside
So let me go, go
So let me go, go
Just let me go, go
I'd rather go it alone
So let me go, go
So let me go, go
Just let me go, go
I'm never coming home
I'm just a bastard child, don't let it go to your head
I'm just a waste of your time, maybe I'm better off dead
They turn us loose in the night, I'm fucking Jekyll and Hyde
We'll have the time of our lives although we're dying inside
So let me go, go
So let me go, go
Just let me go, go
I'd rather go it alone
So let me go, go
So let me go, go
Just let me go, go
I'm never coming home 

Everyone wants to call it all around our life with a better name.
Everyone falls and spins and gets up again with a friend who does the same.
Everyone lies and cheats their wants and needs and still believes their heart.
And everyone gets the chills, the kind that kills when the pain begins to start.
Let me get this straight, do you want me here?
As I struggle through each and every year.
And all these demons, they keep me up all night.
They keep me up all night.
They keep me up all night.
Everyone’s cross to bears the crown they wear on endless holiday.
Everyone raises kids in a world that changes life to a bitter game.
Everyone works and fights, stays up all night to celebrate the day.
And everyone lives to tell the tale of how we die alone some day.
Let me get this straight, do you want me here?
As I struggle through each and every year.
And all these demons, they keep me up all night.
They keep me up all night.
They keep me up all night.
They keep me up all night.
They keep me up all night.

i can’t get my feet up off the edge
i kinda like the little rush you get
when you’re standing close to death
like when you’re driving me crazy
hold on as we crash into the earth
a bit of pain will help you suffer when you’re hurt, for real
cause you are driving me crazy
bite your lips, your word’s a robbery
do you grin inside? you’re killing me
all along we talked of forever
i kinda think that we won’t get better
it’s the longest start, but the end’s not too far away
did you know? i’m here to stay
we’ll stagger home after midnight
sleep arm and arm in the stairwell
we’ll fall apart on the weekend
these nights go on and on and on
[ Lyrics from http://www.songonlyrics.com/blink-182-after-midnight-lyrics ]
i can’t keep your voice out of my head
all i hear are the many echoes of
the darkest words you said
and it’s driving me crazy
i can’t find the best in all of this
but i’m always looking out for you
cause you’re the one i miss
and it’s driving me crazy
bite your lips, your word’s a robbery
do you grin inside? you’re killing me
all along we talked of forever
i kinda think that we won’t get better
it’s the longest start, but the end’s not too far away
did you know? i’m here to stay
we’ll stagger home after midnight
sleep arm and arm in the stairwell
we’ll fall apart on the weekend
these nights go on and on and on
we’ll stagger home after midnight
sleep arm and arm in the stairwell
we’ll fall apart on the weekend
these nights go on and on and on
we’ll stagger home after midnight
sleep arm and arm in the stairwell
we’ll fall apart on the weekend
these nights go on and on and on
we’ll stagger home after midnight
sleeparm and arm in the stairwell
we’ll fall apart on the weekend
these nights go on and on and on


I felt a stutter and a waiver, cutting like a razor
Like fire through the snow, then straight down to the bone
She creeps up like a spider, and wants you deep inside her
She turns you into stone, a twisted little show

That's how it was to all begin
Cause good girls who like to sin
Way back at the starting line
Where Eve was on Adam's mind
And he was the first to go
In search of the great unknown
And falling yet again
Cause good girls, they like to sin

You are a hero and survivor, your eyes are getting tired
There's claw marks under your spine, it happens all the time
The silent evil daughters, like sirens on the water
You've been the perfect crime, it happens all the time

That's how it was to all begin
Cause good girls who like to sin
Way back at the starting line
Where Eve was on Adam's mind
And he was the first to go
In search of the great unknown
And falling yet again
Cause good girls, they like to sin

That's how it was to all begin
Cause good girls who like to sin
Way back at the starting line
Where Eve was on Adam's mind
And he was the first to go
In search of the great unknown
And falling yet again
Cause good girls, they like to sin

Take off the gloves
We fell in love by the side of the road
This desert will break you down
The veins you cut
Your smoking tongue is the end of us all
But you only care about
Fame and fortune
Watching others tortured
Casting your reflection
Grocery store perfection
This is the last time
Sent to the front line
With dirty boots on the ground
You said I'll make this all mine.

You seemed so sweet at the start but the start's all wrong
You say you speak from your heart but your heart's all gone.
Blackjack and architect
Let's drink ourselves to death
The crimes of everyone
Passed down from father to son
Hopeless and destitute
Destroyed my gratitude
Your strongest lines of defense
Are all just self-inflicted wounds.

You seemed so sweet at the start but the start's all wrong
You say you speak from your heart but your heart's all gone
You seemed so sweet at the start but the start's all wrong
You say you speak from your heart but your heart's all gone
Yeah your hearts all gone.

You seemed so sweet at the start but the start's all wrong
You say you speak from your heart but your heart's all gone
You seemed so sweet at the start but the start's all wrong
You say you speak from your heart but your heart's all gone
Yeah your heart's all gone.

Been gone a long time
I kinda lost my way, I can't find it
And I caught a short ride
To the grave and back this season
I can try to get by
But every time I start to panic
I'm a little bit shy
A bit strange and a little bit manic

La da da da, da da da da
La da da da, da da da da da
[x2]

I went to a wishing well, I sank to the ocean floor
Cut up by sharper rocks, and washed up along the shorev I reached for a shooting star, it burned a hole through my hand
Made its way through my heart, had fun in the promised land

On the narrowing line, what a way to sort my troubles
In a very short time, gonna pop, better duck and cover
Can you figure me out? I got caught like a little kid stealing
Did I say it too loud? A bit hard or a little misleading

La da da da, da da da da
La da da da, da da da da da
[x2]

I went to a wishing well, I sank to the ocean floor
Cut up by sharper rocks and washed up along the shore
I reached for a shooting star, it burned a hole through my hand
Made its way through my heart, had fun in the promised land

La da da da, da da da da
La da da da, da da da da da
[x2]

I went to a wishing well, I sank to the ocean floor
Cut up by sharper rocks and washed up along the shore
I reached for a shooting star, it burned a hole through my hand
Made its way through my heart, had fun in the promised land
I went to a wishing well, I sank to the ocean floor
Cut up by sharper rocks and washed up along the shore
I reached for a shooting star, it burned a hole through my hand
Made its way through my heart, had fun in the promised land
 
Stop banging away on my kaleidoscope.
Stop draining the color out of my scene.
Just play me something I can dance to.
I can dance to anything you wanna sing.

So lock me up in the studio.
Fill it up with sound and scenarios.
Stop blocking the driveway with your car.
Put the butterfly in the bell jar.

It's the first time that I'm worried,
of a bad dream, of a journey, on the highway,
through the valley,
it's a long road through the night.
It's a long road.

Hear a stranger's voice in the front yard.
Let the arrow's tip past the deadline.
Get another stamp in your passport.
Wash your breakfast down with some red wine.
Delete the progress on your game.
Try to fall asleep while your eyes ring,
from the loudest songs on your mixtape.
I can dance to anything you wanna sing.

No reason. No Action. No silence. No ill peer.
Nobody came running up by my side.


It's the first time that I'm worried,
of a bad dream, of a journey, on the highway,
through the valley,
it's a long road through the night.

It's a long road.
To get it right.

It's the first time that I'm worried,
of a bad dream, of a journey, on the highway,
through the valley,
it's a long road through the night.
It's a long road.
 
We work and slave the day away
Well raised in perfect families
We fuck and fight like vagabonds
We dance like fucking animals
Don't stop, the band is coming on
Rude boys and punks will shout along
Police Cars, green cuffs and loaded guns
Kids scream but laughing as they run
I hope
Do you wanna let go?
Cause this is home
Gunshots, the punks are rioting
The stage is slowly crumbling
Smash boards and try to stay alive
A few drinks and you love broken lights
Go hide and call the cavalry
Let's dance in perfect harmony
Get close, the crowd will come apart
That girl will try to make you hard
I hope
Do you wanna let go?
Do you wanna this time?
I hope you wanna let go
Cause this is home
I hope
Do you wanna let go?
Do you wanna this time?
I hope you wanna let go
Cause this is home 

Coming in, coming in, kill the radio silence
Break down in L.A.
Giving up, giving in to a feeling of violence
There's hell to pay
So let's light another match, stop living in the past
Where nobody can hear me now
Blow the lock off the cage, watch the children come of age
When their parents stop to take a bow
Nothing takes root in this barren soil
Nothing takes root in this barren soil
Maybe there's no one there at all
Hold on, the worst is yet to come
Save your money for hired guns
Hold strong when everything you loved is gone
Slow down and stop living in the shadow of a helicopter
Line 'em up on the wall, coming out with their hands up
Give 'em all the chair
Let it burn, let it fall, let the end of the world come
Who's left to care?
Nothing takes root in this barren soil
Nothing takes root, though they bend and toil
Maybe there's no one there at all
Hold on, the worst is yet to come
Save your money for hired guns
Hold strong when everything you loved is gone
Slow down and stop living in the shadow of a helicopter
Hold on, the worst is yet to come
Save your money for hired guns
Hold strong when everything you loved is gone
Slow down and stop living in the shadow of a helicopter
Stop living in the shadow of a helicopter 

I've had it
With distant double vision
My hand swollen
I can't keep holding on
My heart's sinking
And stuck in deadly rhythm
I can't fake it
I can't, can't brush it of
Love
Love is dangerous
Love
Love is so dangerous
I'm back at it
I just don't seem to listen
I see your lips
I just can't hear the sound
It's all static
Just like my television
Her skills sharpened
Her eyes cut through the clouds
Love
Love is dangerous
(Guys don't be fooled when she says it)
Love
Love is so dangerous
(We'll betray the ones we care about)
Love is so dangerous
(We're fools, so we all pretend to find)
Love
Love is dangerous
I need love
Love is dangerous
(Guys don't be fooled when she says it)
Love
Love is so dangerous
(We'll betray the ones we care about)
Love
Love is dangerous
(We're fools, so we all pretend to find)
Love
Love is dangerous 

This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no (no, no, no, no)

This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no (no, no, no, no)

This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no (no, no, no, no)

This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no...

This air is too thick to breath so just drive, (just drive, just drive)
these eyes are too sick too see, go leave me behind (behind, behind)
something swimming in my blood, somethings rotting in my brain
I'm smothered from the flood, I can't recognize your face,
I need to leave so just drive,

Burning lights on the street, fight fighting the gravity (fight fighting the gravity)
When I'm beat and defeated, they'll take you away from me (they'll take you away from me)
I'm getting lost in a dream, yes, this is the last of me (yes, this is the last of me)
I'm always fighting the gravity

Tonight is too much for me to get through, (get through)
Tomorrow's just a darkened hall to an empty room,
When I'm far away from you.

Burning lights on the street, fight fighting the gravity (fight fighting the gravity)
When I'm beat and defeated, they'll take you away from me (they'll take you away from me)
I'm getting lost in a dream, yes, this is the last of me (yes, this is the last of me)
I'm always fighting the gravity
I'm always fighting the gravity

This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no (no, no, no, no)

This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no (no, no, no, no)

This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no (no, no, no, no)

This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no sense
This makes no (no, no , no, no) 
 
And their she was like a starry night
Like a Ferris wheel, full of blue green eyes
And a heart of steel always on her own
Almost never real
When the night will be begin
The pain it won't end even if she falls in love
Fact You wanna to turn back your heart will attack
Even if she falls in love
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/b/blink+182/even+if+she+falls_20981021.html ]
And their she was like a blade of ice
Like a Lonely road clear day of life
Always sharp and cold always beautiful
I am such a fool

When the night will be begin
The pain it won't end even if she falls in love
Fact You wanna to turn back your heart will attack
Even if she falls in love

Try to look in her eyes the light is just right
Even if she falls in love and it isn't so bad it's
Driving you mad even if she falls in love
 
Ich weiß, dass sich das niemand durchgelesen hat, aber das Album ist wunderschön und die Band ist einfach genial.

Sonntag, 18. September 2011

Egal wie tief das Wasser steht
Es gibt nichts, das es nicht bewegt
Die größten Steine hat es geschliffen
Es ist die Hand unter all diesen Schiffen
Es bahnt sich immer seinen Weg
Ich knie nieder und küss den Steg

Vom Delta bis zu der Quelle
Lieben wir das Universelle
Von den Quellen bis zum Delta
Wie die Sonne das Wasser erwärmt hat
Oh, ich bin durstig, gib mir zu trinken
Lass uns wie Steine im Wasser versinken
Man schmeißt keinen Stein ohne Wellen
Küss mich vom Delta bis zu den Quellen

Das Wasser schmeckt süß wie Wein
Du bist das Wasser und ich bin der Stein
Es schmeckt bitter wie Medizin
Siehst du wie die Fische unter Wasser ziehen

Vom Delta bis zu der Quelle
Lieben wir das Universelle
Von den Quellen bis zum Delta
Wie die Sonne das Wasser erwärmt hat
Oh, ich bin durstig, gib mir zu trinken
Lass uns wie Steine im Wasser versinken
Man schmeißt keinen Stein ohne Wellen
Küss mich vom Delta bis zu den Quellen
Bis zu den Quellen
Bis zu den Quellen
Bis zu den Quellen

Vom Delta bis zu der Quelle
Lieben wir das Universelle
Von den Quellen bis zum Delta
Wie die Sonne das Wasser erwärmt hat
Oh, ich bin durstig, gib mir zu trinken
Lass uns wie Steine im Wasser versinken
Man schmeißt keinen Stein ohne Wellen
Küss mich vom Delta bis zu den Quellen

Vom Delta bis zu der Quelle
Lieben wir das Universelle
Von den Quellen bis zum Delta
Wie die Sonne das Wasser erwärmt hat
Oh, ich bin durstig, gib mir zu trinken
Lass uns wie Steine im Wasser versinken
Man schmeißt keinen Stein ohne Wellen
Küss mich vom Delta bis zu den Quellen

...macht geile Musik und ein super Typ dieser Thees Uhlmann, schon lange treuer Fan :)

Dienstag, 13. September 2011

Sonntag, 11. September 2011

AHHHH AHHH WUHAHHAAHHAAA!!! BOSSE BOSSE BOSSE BOSSE BOSSE kommt! CAMPUS mit Axel Bosse und Band. Oh mein Gott! Ich bin gerade sooo überweltigt, ahhh wie toll ist das denn. Soooo wunderschöne Lieder, omg, ich freu mich sooo! *_________________*


Ich platze im Moment vor Liebe, weil sie mich so glücklich macht und jeder der mit mir redet bekommt davon was ab. Also wenn jemand keinen extrem überdrehten happy Marius erleben will, der sollte mich in nächster Zeit garnicht erst ansprechen. (:

Freitag, 9. September 2011

''Vater deiner Kinder'' haut rein! ;DDDD Nächste Woche mal wieder ins Tonstudio ;D


Super Tag heute und super toller Abend ((:

Mittwoch, 7. September 2011

Hab nicht viel Zeit zum posten, aber das muss sein:

2 MONATE! Wuhiii ;**** Ich liebe liebe liebe liebe dich, sooooo sehr. ((:

Dienstag, 6. September 2011

Ich liebe sie, so sehr. Ehrlich mit ganzem Herzen. Niemehr ohne dieses Mädchen, ganz ehrlich. (:
hmm :((

Montag, 5. September 2011

Der Plan steht, dass wird sooo gut (: 4 Monate und 2 Tage, dann ist es soweit. Aber psst, ist ein Geheimnis :P

Samstag, 3. September 2011

Diese Stadt soll brennen, wie mein Herz mal für dich...

Super Abend. Super Bands. Super Konzert. Alles in allem ein gelungener Abend.
Sogar meine Musiklehrerin war da! :D Sabine Fischmarkt soooo genial. Wir haben nach dem Konzert bisschen mit denen geredet und Autogramme geholt und bla ;D War super. Totaler Ohrwurm von 'Diese Stadt soll brennen...' wir haben alle so abgefeiert, mal die Sorgen des Alltags vergessen und dann saß ich noch allein nachts am Hafen, direkt am Wasser und hab auf die hell erleuchtete Stadt geschaut und auf die Ostsee hinaus geblickt, wunderbar. (: Fazit: Genialer Abend, jetzt hab ich Tinitus, aber was soll's. (:

Freitag, 2. September 2011

Straße der Sehnsucht, ich bin allein. Führe mich heute ins Glück hinein. Einmal heiß geliebt zuwerden, einmal nicht beiseite stehen, einmal glücklich sein auf Erden. Ja, dass wär schön.
Straße der Sehnsucht, endlos und schön. Der muss ich folgen bis an mein Ziel...dadadaadaa sooo schönes Lied ((:

Donnerstag, 1. September 2011

Hör niemals auf zu träumen

Wenn ich nachts nicht schlafen kann, hat dass immer nur mit dir zu tun.

Sehr Müde. Aber was soll's. Heute wird ein super Tag, nach der Schule ab in Zug und dann nach Schwerin zu ''Laut gegen Rechts''. Wird bestimmt lustig mit L. und co. (: Endlich scheint auch mal wieder die Sonne, wuhiiii ((:
8 Stunden werd ich schon irgendwie überstehen heute, in den letzten beiden Stunden Info wird ja heut eh wieder nur Boxhead gezockt, wie immer ;D Und dann sofort mit allen zum Bahnhof. Juhuuu, ich freu mich schon ;D
sie sind wieder da. Unglaublichl. Dieses Gefühl wieder zuhaben. Diese Kunst. Diese Power! ah sie sind wieder da! Ich hab sie schon vermisst, aber jetzt ist es endlich wieder Zeit! Ahh diese drei Menschen. MUSE sind wieder angekommen auf Platz 1 in meinem Kopf. Ich liebe diese Musetripzeit. Warum bleibt mein Geheimnis
Einen wunderschönen guten Abend meine sehr geehrten Leser und Leserinen! ...What?! ...Bla! ...Awkward!?!
Also hey! Meinetwegen ist alles klar und schön, meinetwegen kann morgen alles unter gehen. Der Mann mit der Gitarre hat nicht viel zu erzählen, trz versucht ich etwas aus meiner kleinen verrückten Welt zu posten. Heute war irgendwie ein ganz normaler stink langweiliger Tag, but it's okay. Kann ja nicht immer so: Juhuuu, tralala sein wie sonst immer! Ganzen Tag am Musik hören, was war heute dran? Mal nachdenken, achja Selig, Die Ärzte, Farin Urlaub, nochmal Farin und noch 100mal Farin, Zebrahead, Muff Potter, Bernd Begemann, Dirk Darmsteadter etc. Eigentlich war ja schon nice, wenn 2012 Schluss mit allem ist. Wär ja lustig. :P
Ach heut ist nicht so ein guter Tag zum posten, nächstes Mal gibt's wieder was sinnvolles ;D
WAHHH 23.9.11 BLINK 182!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Badupp, diedupp! Good Night Dr. Death!